Most Expensive Destop

I feel weak, very weak to fight for you, every move unattainable is a challenge for me, but I can not breathe it, my movements are slow, one false step and fall again. I have fear, much fear, I never want to miss , why did you make it so difficult? You know? You're so selfish! When you go back and try to forget that this step had not given any good, why are you so cruel? Why do you behave like me? You know? for you lifted me all day, thinking maybe that day I said something, that day was unlike any other, that you realized that day that I exist. But no, my efforts were useless ... And again another day thinking that maybe that day was different , I really lying to myself, a part of me told me to forget you, but some would say keep fighting, I've tried, and still I try, but I know there will come a day when tears every night I go beyond a day when my strength to fall again and there will be nobody to stand up, you know why? Because each bead is harder as above, No, of course not, you do not know, you have not been there ...

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